Brian ([info]sea_of_blood) wrote,
@ 2006-03-21 17:02:00
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Love Me Like You
Uh-oh. I have a little bit of a problem on my hands. It is not a huge problem, and it affects no one but myself, but I still do not know what to do. A few people know this problem, such as Sean, Jim, and Katelyn, and I have gotten mixed reactions from it. It might not even be a problem, for it could turn into a really good thing, but currently I am unsure of how to handle this situation. Do I take control of the situation, and risk harming the already unsure situation, or do I wait it out, and run the the risk of nothing coming of it yet hope for the best?

Jenny Lewis and the Watson Twins put on a really good show. It was pretty sweet to see a concert inside of a church. I had seen many a shows in the Church's basement, but none prior in the actual church itself. R5 Productions I love to death, but they need to start starting their shows on-time more regularly. We did not get in until 8:45, and the start was held until almost 10. I am seeing Maria Taylor and Magic Numbers on Friday with my friend Tricia and maybe someone else, and then the Elected and the Magic Numbers on Saturday with someone hopefully. Who wants to go to the latter show? It will be amazing, I guarantee it, because both bands are ridiculously good. Three good shows in a week + an amazing week in Florida preceding good show week = a happy Brian.

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[info]werd2yourmotha
2006-03-21 11:20 pm UTC (link)
i wanted to go to the elected and magic numbers show sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo badly. but i cant.


AND i saw jenny lewis and the watson twins at irving plaza last saturday and it was JAWESOME.

>=]

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[info]sea_of_blood
2006-03-22 01:06 am UTC (link)
The Elected put on an amazing show. I saw them out in Chicago like a month ago, and they blew me away. I saw the Magic Numbers open for Bright Eyes twice in the fall, and they are tons of fun live. Therefore, I am sorry to hear you will be unable to attend such an amazing show.

Did JL play like three new songs at that show? One of the new songs they played in Philly was better than any off their album.

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[info]digsean
2006-03-22 12:28 am UTC (link)
You know where I stand on the first part of this. You need to STOP THIS SHIT. It took you so long to get over it, and now you just need to think real deep and hard about all of the shit that you've gone through previously to get to where you were pre-florida. Nothing will ever happen, so don't even try it.

Find another nice girl. For the love of god, man. Sometimes I think you are more of an idiot with this shit than I am.

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[info]sea_of_blood
2006-03-22 01:04 am UTC (link)
I am more of an idiot than you are with this. I, at least, don't try to force myself into not caring by having sex with three people in a week, like some people I know who tried to get over an ex. Jim and I were talking yesterday, and I made the analogy of putting your hand in the fire. I've grown numb to the pain of it, so I keep doing it because I figure maybe this time something cool will happen. For me, this is the top-tiered Italian restaurant, and I'm willing to wait in line until there is a table available. I sampled what they had to offer, fell madly in love with the product, and I want more, and I am willing to wait in-line, regardless of the weather, and hope they'll let me back in to have another meal. It's one of those restaurants where it's well worth the wait, even if it takes two+ years.

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[info]digsean
2006-03-22 01:55 am UTC (link)
Ouch. ZZZZZZing.

Hey, I didn't set out to do what I did when i went home, but it fell into place and it has helped me a lot. I still think about her a lot, but it just put a lot of shit back into perspective for me. And if i had it to do all over again, i still would.

And you need to stop embracing your stupidity. Get over it. Move on. Stop all forms of communication. Don't do anything more than what you've done. If it's supposed to be, then you would have known and things would have fallen into place last week.

But that's not the case.

Again, I say, GET OVER IT.

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[info]blackletterdays
2006-03-22 01:24 am UTC (link)
Brian, you need to forget this meal and get over this problem. I just had a nice fight/discussion with my old bitch (sorry Gary but it qualifies here) and I'm moving on. You've got it easier than me. You can leave the house and not be in physical pain. You have many options to occupy your mind. Not to mention you have other restaurants offering you meals. They are much better restaurants too. That's a fact not my opinion. Get off the Italian food who likes to make up lies when you are eating it.

Jim

Dave got off the Chinese for the love of God.

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[info]digsean
2006-03-22 01:52 am UTC (link)
Don't apologize to Garry. I'm sure she's called you a dick, an asshole, etc.

We should kidnap Tilly and bring him to a reeducation camp.

Tilly, you are going to starve. You are never going to get that meal. Stop it, and move on.

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[info]blackletterdays
2006-03-22 02:02 am UTC (link)
Well I apologized because Gary is very against the use of the word Bitch towards females. You are right though, the ex of mine has probably called me every word in the book in addition to lying about things I did.

He needs to go to a rehab you are right, or some sort of program to fix his head. I don't know what the hell he see's in that restaurant.

Jim

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[info]xxblackfirexx
2006-03-22 03:48 pm UTC (link)
Hey, I know what is going on. You forget I know everything Past and Present.

As for the situation, I’d say sit back and watch things unfold but plan for either out-come. Place no hopes but place no doubt. Treat it like a game of chess. Make small moves and see if your opponent falls into your plan. Nothing large and bold, but nothing small and meaningless. Simple plays here and there. But make sure everything is well thought out and contrived with a level of certainty and efficiency. Remember how things happened in the past and let that sure you in your choice of action in the present.

The mind must be prepared before it can receive what it must do. By mind I mean soul, life force, heart; whatever you accept as your spiritual center. This is something you have to think about, not let other make choices for you. Nobody can use the bathroom for you; you must relieve your suffering in your own way.

That’s my opinion. Take it for what it is worth. I hope I at least helped you somewhat in your plight.

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[info]sea_of_blood
2006-03-22 07:24 pm UTC (link)
Thank you James, for offering some adivce. I am prepared for either outcome, and I have thought long and hard about what could happen in either event. I like you chess analogy, for that is basically what I have been doing. One day I inch forward, then the next I step back a place to see where the next move is coming from.

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[info]xxblackfirexx
2006-03-22 09:50 pm UTC (link)
Well, every aspect of life is a game of chess in my opinion. Planning is the only way to succeed. I can not tell you what is right for you, but only stand and support you with the choices you make. I had figured that you had already started down the path of action, so I gave the best advice I could.

But remember you must plan for all confrontations no matter how unlikely they seem. Being caught off-guard is the down fall of all chess games. No matter how improbable the move of your opponent might seem, expect it to happen and plan for it.

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